Oh darn, I still cant upload any images ):
Sunday came quick I guess, supposedly I thought I am still in November when it is almost December. Homework have to be done fast. Oh drag ):
Tomorrow sleeping over at Suha's house. Yes. The comfort of my cousin. I hope my sister does not tag a long. I think my father just said she WILL be tagging along because he thinks I will be up to some mischief or hanging our with Suha some where in the middle of the night. Oh cmon daddy, trust me. Oh, I think this would make you feel better. I just went to another country which is much much dangerous than Singapore and I came back safely (okay, because there are teachers and a body guard. But its still the same)
I love my daddy and mummy.
Oh great Suha just gave me a text saying I could drop by today if I want to. Oh golly (rubbing hands with glee). I am going to ask my mummy later. I hope I can (:
There is another Pirates Of The Caribbean later this evening. I am going to have a date with Orlando again *wink wink*
Speaking of dates, I miss my boyfriend ):
I wish I can see him right now. That wouldn't be fair is it because he is sleeping at home. Haha.
Something weird just happened today. I was hearing my MP3 via smsing Ahmad when I heard something from the toilet. My sister was at the living room and I was alone in the room. It was just the two of us. Then I went inside the toilet and the first thing I saw was this red liquid that looks like blood dripping from the sink. I started looking at the pipes upstairs and thought about the almost close encounter I had in Chiang Mai's hostel. . Then...it was my strawberry soap leaking from the cabinet. What the heck -.-
I took the spray and sprayed everything leaving it all foamy. Heehee.
Okay I gtg. Ask mummy if I could stay tonight. Loves (:
I am so glad God gave me friends. To which I can always turned to when I am down and confused. I love Liyana and Zulaiha and Mustika Natasha (haha) who wants to be a psychiatrist and Suha (:
And I am so glad God gave me to see the remarkable beauty of nature and the chance to let the less fortunate touch my hearts and made me more vulnerable and understanding. Not like before (:
There was a time someone made a speech in MCS about love, saying it is to believe. And the most important thing is to trust and believe. Oh make believe believe. Believe believe.
Amazing
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Change
I still cannot manage to upload photos ):
Nah, its okay.
Yesterday was Hari Raya Haji. Celebrated it at Suha's house. It was not much difference though I was complaining of sleep at the last part of the day until Tam said that he finds my soul still in Chiang Mai somewhere (?) and to bring his niece back. Haha.
Today is a rather slow and quiet day at house. Yes yes don't think about it atiqah.
I am still having a little bit of cough and fever with phlegm but I think I felt slightly better compared to before.
Yes, there's Pirates Of The Caribbean later. Whoopee (doing a Pirates Of The Caribbean cheer)
I have a slight feeling that I am grown up compared to before OCIP. So Mr Chong was right when he said that it was a life changing journey.
I learn how to appreciate things much more here and understand things better.
Its like I have a understanding chip at the back of my brain. Woah. And I became more patient and tolerant. Take my sister for example. I just scolded her without raising my voice like I used to. Double hoorays.
But there is a slight downturn. Haha. I have grown much more emotional. Yes, imagine this hardcore heart stone suddenly turned soft after seeing God's power of the beauty of nature and people.
Oh, got to go, Orlando is going to be aired soon. Heehee. And I think I just sang Pretty Boy by S Club 7 yesterday and made my cousins' and uncles' head spinned.
Nah, its okay.
Yesterday was Hari Raya Haji. Celebrated it at Suha's house. It was not much difference though I was complaining of sleep at the last part of the day until Tam said that he finds my soul still in Chiang Mai somewhere (?) and to bring his niece back. Haha.
Today is a rather slow and quiet day at house. Yes yes don't think about it atiqah.
I am still having a little bit of cough and fever with phlegm but I think I felt slightly better compared to before.
Yes, there's Pirates Of The Caribbean later. Whoopee (doing a Pirates Of The Caribbean cheer)
I have a slight feeling that I am grown up compared to before OCIP. So Mr Chong was right when he said that it was a life changing journey.
I learn how to appreciate things much more here and understand things better.
Its like I have a understanding chip at the back of my brain. Woah. And I became more patient and tolerant. Take my sister for example. I just scolded her without raising my voice like I used to. Double hoorays.
But there is a slight downturn. Haha. I have grown much more emotional. Yes, imagine this hardcore heart stone suddenly turned soft after seeing God's power of the beauty of nature and people.
Oh, got to go, Orlando is going to be aired soon. Heehee. And I think I just sang Pretty Boy by S Club 7 yesterday and made my cousins' and uncles' head spinned.
Back
Alright, I am back. Finally.
I don't know what takes me so long to use the computer. I guess I am very tired lately and I am using every opportunity taken to sleep, and to sleep, and to SLEEP. Haha.
Mae Chaem was a really nice place. It was like a long holiday, as i told Eika, without your family or friends. It was very steady and I did not really feel stressed or pressurized there.
It was a breeze.
Am glad I am back here in Singapore though.
Even though some things here cannot be compared to back there. Where everything is taken with the best chances and with the best effort.
And damn I cant seem to upload photos ):
I don't know what takes me so long to use the computer. I guess I am very tired lately and I am using every opportunity taken to sleep, and to sleep, and to SLEEP. Haha.
Mae Chaem was a really nice place. It was like a long holiday, as i told Eika, without your family or friends. It was very steady and I did not really feel stressed or pressurized there.
It was a breeze.
Am glad I am back here in Singapore though.
Even though some things here cannot be compared to back there. Where everything is taken with the best chances and with the best effort.
And damn I cant seem to upload photos ):
Missed
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Yes yes. I will be flying in a few more hours. So I will no longer be sitting at this comfortable chair of mine with cold feet. So I will no longer be hearing my father talking to himself while watching football. So I will be missing Singapore Idol while I am away. So I will be missing my mother's nice food that always made me contented (:
Then I will miss my parents. So I will then miss my sister and brother. Then I wonder if they miss me too. So I wonder if they are well at home when I am away in the Northern Thailand somewhere freezing at the mountainous area. So I wonder if my grandmother is okay and if my grandfather is well okey dokey (:
Then I wonder if Ahmad is doing fine, and if he is alright. Then I wonder if Farah is doing fine at home, if Liyana is going for CCAs. Haha. Then I wonder if Natasha is okay without me. Haha. And I wonder if Suha is going to get her bed clean because I will be sleeping at her crib REAL soon (:
Then I wonder if 8 days is going to be long. If my body is going to be okay in Thailand (?) Haha. And if this three scars are going to stay at the back of my body forever? Kay, random.
So, I see you all in a few weeks to come. I am going to miss people and places and the smell of Singapore and home. The OCIP blog is linked to mine I think. As in there is this blog you can check out that I had linked. There are a few daily updates there if you bother to check out.
Soon, I will be back. I miss people. Loves.
I miss people.
Kay, enough.
I miss my mother.
I miss my father.
I miss my bloody siblings.
And I am going to miss my friends.
And I am going to miss Ahmad (:
Then I will miss my parents. So I will then miss my sister and brother. Then I wonder if they miss me too. So I wonder if they are well at home when I am away in the Northern Thailand somewhere freezing at the mountainous area. So I wonder if my grandmother is okay and if my grandfather is well okey dokey (:
Then I wonder if Ahmad is doing fine, and if he is alright. Then I wonder if Farah is doing fine at home, if Liyana is going for CCAs. Haha. Then I wonder if Natasha is okay without me. Haha. And I wonder if Suha is going to get her bed clean because I will be sleeping at her crib REAL soon (:
Then I wonder if 8 days is going to be long. If my body is going to be okay in Thailand (?) Haha. And if this three scars are going to stay at the back of my body forever? Kay, random.
So, I see you all in a few weeks to come. I am going to miss people and places and the smell of Singapore and home. The OCIP blog is linked to mine I think. As in there is this blog you can check out that I had linked. There are a few daily updates there if you bother to check out.
Soon, I will be back. I miss people. Loves.
I miss people.
Kay, enough.
I miss my mother.
I miss my father.
I miss my bloody siblings.
And I am going to miss my friends.
And I am going to miss Ahmad (:
Yesterday
You know what? Opposites attract, just like me and Suha. Lol. What I mean is that I am so nice and she is so mean (?) Haha.
So yesterday was a day full of laughter, mean talk, and sitting all around and just looking at things. Met Suha at City Hall, am so sorry I was late. Heehee. Then we went eating as me stomach was grumbling.
After that tagged around with Suha while she went to ask for a job vacancy at Starbucks (!) Then soon after that it was us sitting at Starbucks drinking coffee and talking about loads of stuff. And I figured that Suha and I had some sort of unnoticeable links going on. Yeah, haha.
So after that I met Ahmad at Marina and we went to Marina Barrage. The place was really windy and breezy and it was a breeze (:
And I love breeze.
Heehee.
Sick
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Alright, I am officially sick.
Sick in all areas.
On the shoulders, I don't know why. On the head, fever, I checked my temperature just now. On the stomach, aches and cramps, and on the eyes, sleepiness.
And to think I am flying in let's say, 82 hours time.
And getting lesser.
And I want to take more injections. I love it. Heehee.
K, get well soon atiqah.
She siao already :D
Sick in all areas.
On the shoulders, I don't know why. On the head, fever, I checked my temperature just now. On the stomach, aches and cramps, and on the eyes, sleepiness.
And to think I am flying in let's say, 82 hours time.
And getting lesser.
And I want to take more injections. I love it. Heehee.
K, get well soon atiqah.
She siao already :D
Touch my body
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Yes, I got the whole house to myself. Actually am supposed to pack my luggage as my father would weigh it later and my mother would check the contents inside -.-
Am coughing already. Please, don't make me fall sick (crawling and begging to God).
So just now was secondary 2 (for 2010) Student Council at admiral garden due to O Levels. It was okay I guess, as I most not doing anything much. Heheh. Just running here and there sometimes with Farhan or Zulaiha, asking if any of them are okay.
Eh wait, I think I am coughing because of Zulaiha's coke just now and the mentos (s).
Oops, sorry.
So HIP going to end in a few days time. Three days to be exact (punching fist to the air). Cannot wait uh. Then can have a proper holiday before going back to revision. Dah plan schedule sey *winks winks*
And I cannot wait to get Suha all to myself (evil laughter). Haha. Myself only. No one can take. Anyone else take I kick his stupid balls just like what Suha said she would do to anyone if it was me. Haha.
I kind of enjoyed biology lesson yesterday as it was kind of fun and interesting. Well, I could never say that learning about the kidney or urination is such an interesting topic, but sitting in front actually kind of changes the view of how I study and focus. So, I could say that Mr Jack Chong is quite right in changing places. Quite right only. So, in order to just pay attention and to avoid him from going to you and saying loudly to the whole lecture theater for you to pay attention, all you have too do is look and watch his every move, right down what he said, keep quiet, and DONT DAYDREAM which is a little bit difficult.
But much more difficult for Natasha la since she daydream with her gap opened. Haha.
Then Social Studies was really enjoyable. Haha. Get to sit beside Farah and talk nonsense along with Syed, Firdaus and Sufyan behind us. There was a time when Mdm Chan asked us to write down our notes and it was quiet, until Firdaus started talking.
Sufyan and Syed were talking among themselves.
Firdaus: (singing to the tune) Touch my body. Lalalala.
Syed: (continues talking)
Firdaus: (in a louder voice) Touch my body. Lalalala.
Sufyan and Syed: (continues talking)
Firdaus: Oi, touch my body. Lalalala.
Syed: Oi bhutto, kau boleh tolong diam tak? Memekak siol.
Firdaus: Touch my body.
Sufyan: (moves towards Firdaus and started touching him)
Firdaus: Ouch, you're not touching it, you're GRABBING it. Saket sak.
Heehee. Typical Firdaus.
Am coughing already. Please, don't make me fall sick (crawling and begging to God).
So just now was secondary 2 (for 2010) Student Council at admiral garden due to O Levels. It was okay I guess, as I most not doing anything much. Heheh. Just running here and there sometimes with Farhan or Zulaiha, asking if any of them are okay.
Eh wait, I think I am coughing because of Zulaiha's coke just now and the mentos (s).
Oops, sorry.
So HIP going to end in a few days time. Three days to be exact (punching fist to the air). Cannot wait uh. Then can have a proper holiday before going back to revision. Dah plan schedule sey *winks winks*
And I cannot wait to get Suha all to myself (evil laughter). Haha. Myself only. No one can take. Anyone else take I kick his stupid balls just like what Suha said she would do to anyone if it was me. Haha.
I kind of enjoyed biology lesson yesterday as it was kind of fun and interesting. Well, I could never say that learning about the kidney or urination is such an interesting topic, but sitting in front actually kind of changes the view of how I study and focus. So, I could say that Mr Jack Chong is quite right in changing places. Quite right only. So, in order to just pay attention and to avoid him from going to you and saying loudly to the whole lecture theater for you to pay attention, all you have too do is look and watch his every move, right down what he said, keep quiet, and DONT DAYDREAM which is a little bit difficult.
But much more difficult for Natasha la since she daydream with her gap opened. Haha.
Then Social Studies was really enjoyable. Haha. Get to sit beside Farah and talk nonsense along with Syed, Firdaus and Sufyan behind us. There was a time when Mdm Chan asked us to write down our notes and it was quiet, until Firdaus started talking.
Sufyan and Syed were talking among themselves.
Firdaus: (singing to the tune) Touch my body. Lalalala.
Syed: (continues talking)
Firdaus: (in a louder voice) Touch my body. Lalalala.
Sufyan and Syed: (continues talking)
Firdaus: Oi, touch my body. Lalalala.
Syed: Oi bhutto, kau boleh tolong diam tak? Memekak siol.
Firdaus: Touch my body.
Sufyan: (moves towards Firdaus and started touching him)
Firdaus: Ouch, you're not touching it, you're GRABBING it. Saket sak.
Heehee. Typical Firdaus.
